Remembering Mother on Death Anniversary

Dearest Nanay,

Days...months...and now years had gone by and counting...remembering the day we lost you. Many things had happens in our lives for the past few years you were gone. And was hoping everyday your next with me. Your the only person who understands and supports me without asking or doubting me, you were a good listener and adviser. A good friend, a sister and most especially my loving MOTHER.

I still don’t get used to it that your not with us anymore…YES physical not…BUT spiritually I know your there…ALWAYS THERE…watching over us. You had a silent but sure way of loving. You were never demonstrative or showy with us but I know even when you sat silently that you loved us....UNCONDITIONALLY. 

It is hard then for me to understand how death could be the best for us who love you. How could that be the best solution even for you? You probably intimated to God that you don't want to be dependent on us, God heard you and God listened.
 

God sent you to us as a special gift from above. I remember every moment we shared, seems like only yesterday, or maybe it was eons ago, it's really hard to say. You are gone from us now, no coming back, but your memory resides inside my heart, that lights up my darkest days...It's special bond we shared like no other, for this is possible for only you and me. I thanked God for each day we were able to share. But without you in my life it is too difficult to bear. No matter how old we are, losing you Nanay is one of the deepest sorrows a heart can know, but your goodness, your caring and your wisdom lives on… like a legacy of love that will always be with us.
 

Being with God, I hope you will find joy and peace. In this I can find comfort and some happiness at least, for Nanay Dearest you will always be my Mother so loving and so loved by me.
 

Thank you for my life, I will always miss you and love you Nanay. Till we meet again…
 

LOVE,
Me, Eneng♥♥♥ 

This picture brings so much fun memories with you. I remember every moment we shared, seems like only yesterday, or maybe it was eons ago, it's really hard to say. You are gone from us now, no coming back, but your memory resides inside my heart, that lights up my darkest days...I miss you Nanay Oping I Love You forever!♥♥♥

With Dearest Nanay our last picture together taken Dec.2008

"When Mother died it is like someone cut a piece of my heart out with a sharp knife. If tears could build a stairway, and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven to bring her home again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye She was gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know. I miss you Nanay every day of my life." 

In Loving Memory of:
Guadalupe "Oping" Cordero 

November 9, 1950-July 16, 2009